June 2008
i need to tattoo this on my forehead: “persistence is the hard work you do after youve finished doing the hard work you already did”
Things I need to remember: “…that lowering my aim and sights a little works best for me, because when I do, an amazing thing happens. The flat featureless loop of my life is revealed to be something much more complex and interesting — a spiral, climbing ever upward.”
- Michael McClung: in2ndperson.blogspot.com
i am craving the simple life.
stripping is soul destroying.
it takes more from me than i get out of it.
i fantasize about painting houses, surfing and getting tattooed.
i am not who i really am.
happiness is a choice, not an accomplishment
my story could be tragic, but my story isnt over yet.
I am blinded by the fragments of my shattered dreams reflecting the harsh reminder of what could have been. These shards, pulling my fragile heart to pieces.
its so funny how guys throw their toys out their cot when you dont kiss their ass like they want you to
A woman should never ask a man for anything. It is the male that should always be asking of the woman so that she is always in power, so that she can deny him until he proves his worth because the gifts of the female are only worth a man who proves he is worthy of them.
the boy at the byron hostel is the kind of good looking that makes my hormones choke on their dinner
i would really love to rent a campervan, either a caravan on a van or one of those 60’s VW passion wagons cos i was conceived in one, and drive around australia
i often think about training to be a dog trainer and behaviourist. i love watching cesar’s way and hate it when people have badly behaved dogs. im sure it would satisfy my need to control others
i like jimi hendrix
I think I might have Borderline Personality Disorder. I certainly think there is something wrong with how I try to cope with the erratic thoughts and emotions that I experience.
an old man just said to me:
beautiful girl in the corner
with her laptop, bitter pill in her pocket
shes a bit lost
but she will find her path
i am itching for ink again. i want to get a tragedy/comedy mask tattoo on my lower back, in black and grey
i am very happy to be back in Byron Bay, i could feel my spirit lifting as we crept slowly thru the countryside, i feel good here, better, less stretched out, less squeezed in
before you’re religious, you are human. how religious do you feel now?
I keep wandering, when is this going to be fun? when am i going to start having the time of my life like i heard youre sposed to wen travelling? ive been here 2.5months and had a handful of fun times. maybe its meant to be like this. maybe im fucked up.
i need help. i need someone who can see inside me and help me see too. im afraid that im fucking up my life. i need someone stronger than me, wiser than me, someone who can show me the way. and i need them now.
Free Will Astrology : Aquarius Horoscope →
I dont know what Im doing and that makes me nervous because I dont want to regret not coming up with a good plan
i need to think. i need to plan my next move. i hate being alone. i hate doing this alone. im home sick. i miss my mom.
I really want a job in a book store, so I can get paid while I go online and build an internet business
Ive been thinking about starting a travel blog, listing the cool places I find on my travels.
Ships come in on calm waters
Freedom’s fate lies in love